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familiar FamiliarSprocket (squirrel monkey)
played by OOC NameIceguin
And following our will and wind, we may just go where no one's been
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Post by zephyr on Apr 19, 2022 1:19:53 GMT -7
In a wold much the same as the one we know,
but where one boy never forgot his family
and another still chose to take his hand and be pulled down into the abyss... Zephyr is young for a handler of Hydra, but fills the role well. He's good at making people feel wanted without bloating their ego with delusions of being irreplaceable. He also knows how to navigate the coven's inner network more deftly than most, and has a knack for finding a place for just about anyone in the tangle of their web.
If he asked the right way, he thinks that Kap was hungry enough for a place to belong to settle just about anywhere. But Zeph thinks he can do better than that, and that they'd all be better for it in the end.
"Has anyone shown ya this place yet? It's my home away from home," Zeph asks as he eagerly pulls Kap inside and gestures grandly at the speakeasy which, admittedly, looks significantly more cozy than grand, "Welcome t' the Blind Monkey. You're welcome here anytime there's someone around t' open the door."
"T'night drinks are on me; try whatever ya want."
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familiar FamiliarArtemis, the Great Red Potoo
played by OOC NameSho
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Post by Kap Az'es on Apr 19, 2022 8:22:03 GMT -7
[attr="class","kap"]He wasn't sure what really brought him here. One minute, he was trying to drown out his sorrows at home, only to find out that the well had gone dry, and the next he was wandering downtown looking for something. A barrel to find himself at the bottom of, or an answer. He didn't know. An answer sounded impossible at this point, however.
But then Zephyr found him. He must have seemed pretty pitiful to be picked up so quickly. Shown around. Given the company he was so desperate for.
And Zephyr was drawing him right to where he needed to do. A place to drink and forgot, but this time with company. "Blind monkey... cute name..." he looked around, eyes darkened and sad. He was intrigued by it all, but it took a lot to get a spark in his gaze anymore. "You might regret saying those words. I've been kicked out of a few bars recently." Not for bar fights. He was a very good customer. People just didn't take well to deserters. He'd just made a last ditch attempt to save himself, if you catch the drift. He'd left the very place that reminded him of everything he'd lost.
Was it any better? Not really, no. But it was a sole action that he took for himself to help himself. Some ounce of control. He needed something.
Kap looked to his company again, feeling relieved. It was nice just having someone that cared to listen and help him move his damned feet. "Yeah?" He may come to regret letting Kap have an open check like that, too. He dropped into a seat at the bar, not even questioning it. He was too exhausted to. He'd just take the good will for what it was worth. "Whatever the hell a Woo Woo is, I'll take that. Just because it's fun to say." It wasn't long after that the bartender whipped up vodka, cranberry, and peach schnapps into a glass with a shot of fizz and set it down in front of him. He sipped it, shaking his head. "That's like candy, damn... that's dangerous..."
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familiar FamiliarSprocket (squirrel monkey)
played by OOC NameIceguin
And following our will and wind, we may just go where no one's been
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Post by zephyr on Apr 28, 2022 14:32:37 GMT -7
"Well, we might be a bit biased," Zeph comments on the bar's name with a wink, seemingly undeterred by Kap's glum reaction. Sprocket, the obvious root of the bias, gives their guest a two-fingered salute before scurrying down her human's arm, across the bar counter, and up the shelves of warm and glimmering bottles to play around in the rafters.
Zeph gives the guy another once over when he suggests that Zeph might regret inviting him here. "'That so? Y'don't seem th' type t' start a ruckus t' me... Fell into someone's bad side?" The question is attentive and curious rather than wary, as if there was no answer he could give that would raise cause for concern.
He confirms the offer of an open tab with a lopsided grin. "Yeah. Fair trade for some company n' a good story. Seems like ya might have a couple o' those t' spare." And he wants to hear all of them. After all, who wouldn't want to learn what had driven an ex-Cerberus lead researcher to these lows?
Once Kap makes his order, Zeph laughs. "Kinda sounds like a train whistle, doesn'it? All th' same -- that's a good a method t' pick as any." Despite not being asked, the bartender slid a blindingly yellow drink over to Zephyr alongside a shot glass of an identical concoction. (For Sprocket, of course). Both rims were speckled with chili powder, and slices of jalapeño float atop the mix. "Sounds lika fun kind a' danger," he comments as he takes a sip of the liquid fire in his glass.
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familiar FamiliarArtemis, the Great Red Potoo
played by OOC NameSho
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Post by Kap Az'es on Apr 28, 2022 14:55:16 GMT -7
[attr="class","kap"]Fell onto somebody's bad side? "Something like that, yeah," he left it at that for now. Free drinks for a story, he said. He could understand that. Who wouldn't cant to hear about why someone committed social suicide? He was the talk of the damn down right now.
But he really didn't have the foresight or will to just say no.
"This is a worse decision than when you filled your liquor cabinet at home. You have plenty to intoxicate yourself with at home. Not as if I prefer it. Why are we here?" His familiar thought to him, staying hidden from the other two. Artemis knew it was best not to reveal your hand right away, especially in strange places.
But Kap was also really good at ignoring the little bird brain by now. Artemis was always wary. It was just some drinks and talk; damn.
He threw back a swallow of his drink, swallowing hard. He gave a heavy sigh, setting the nearly empty glass down for the moment. "Just like damn candy..." And like candy, he already wanted another. "You might as well start another one of those for me," he noted to the bartender.
He looked to his company then, glancing to his drink. Spicy, probably. Kap wasn't too good with spice, even though he liked to think he was. "Yeah... fun..." he paused, thinking back. He kept doing that. Woo woo. Emmie would get a kick out of saying that. Probably would be hollering it out and running about... it was still hard to accept he wouldn't witness something like that again.
"You already want another drink? You just got here! You're going to set yourself in and early grave!" the Potoo thought to him.
"Early grave... sounds nice..." he mumbled the words, and just then the familiar decided to force itself out, stomping on his head for saying such a thing.
"You're completely unreasonable, Kap!"
He grumbled, waving a hand up to make the bird fly up to avoid being swatted away. "This is Artemis. My pain in the ass.
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familiar FamiliarSprocket (squirrel monkey)
played by OOC NameIceguin
And following our will and wind, we may just go where no one's been
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Post by zephyr on Apr 29, 2022 7:19:46 GMT -7
He doesn't push. Not yet, anyway. People weren't as easy to operate as machines; they needed a lot more time and motivation to embrace new instruction. A reason for being, and a reason for doing. Right now, he doesn't think Kap has either.
After his first drink, Kap quiets and looks like his mind had been set adrift. Maybe he'd gotten lost in his own thoughts, or maybe...
Maybe he could be arguing with his familiar, Zeph thinks, right as an irate bird appears on his companion's head, summoned by the muttering of a death wish.
Zeph's eyes are curiously watching the flight path of the creature when Kap offers an introduction. "Hey Artemis -- you're free t' perch down here n' chat if ya'd like. I'd be wary of th' ceiling while Sprocket's up there," Zeph warns, giving the bird a short wave. True to her nature, the monkey in question was staring menacingly at the avian familiar from some distance away, half-hidden around the edge of a support beam as if she were a horror movie serial killer.
"At least yours has the courtesy of not usin' literal knives," Zeph comments, his attention now back to Kap. After a second, his lips twitch into the hint of a smile before adding: "Seems it left ya a nest, though." His hand reaches over to swiftly brush down the tufts of Kap's hair which had been fluffed up by his familiar's foot.
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familiar FamiliarArtemis, the Great Red Potoo
played by OOC NameSho
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Post by Kap Az'es on Apr 29, 2022 7:40:47 GMT -7
[attr="class","kap"]The great potoo looked to the offered perch, but wary as it was, he ended up settling back down closer to Kap, landing on the table. It was not the most comfortable for he talons, but he would do for the moment. "I'll say, she looks absolutely murderous..." not the best place for a bird of his stature to be.
Kap rolled his eyes. Whatever. He was good at playing nonchalant. Good, until someone touched one of his weak points. The touch was soothing, and not exactly unwelcome, but the sensation had him twisting inside. A sudden rush of anxiety that had him flinching, but baring through it. "Look, ah... I..." he turned into a confused and bashful mess over it, eyes darting away. No. No way this guy was hitting on a sack of depressive shit like him. The signs were all there, but Kap wasn't much of a prize so the motive was weak. He wouldn't insult him and insinuate.
"My hair does end up getting mussed often thanks to that one."
"Well, if you listened to any sense, you wouldn't need me to knock it back into you!" The familiar huffed and turned away.
Kap rolled his eyes again, then downed the rest of his drink as his refill came around. This was the one to nurse. "You wanted a story. I uh... I can't really think of stories right now. None that everyone doesn't already know." And that was all that was left on his mind anymore. He lowered his gaze, shaking his head, "used to be pretty good at story telling, too..." Was that why Zephyr wanted him here? Just to hear more about the man that dropped everything and destroying his life? Maybe the drink isn't the only dangerous thing tonight, he wondered to himself. But still, he stayed where he was, and didn't intend to move anytime soon.
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familiar FamiliarSprocket (squirrel monkey)
played by OOC NameIceguin
And following our will and wind, we may just go where no one's been
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Post by zephyr on Apr 30, 2022 13:52:34 GMT -7
"Nah, she's just territorial," Zeph dismisses with a chuckle and a causal wave of his hand: a boldfaced lie, but one he had become long ago become fully comfortable telling. "I take it ya won't be havin' anything? Th' offer'll stay open if ya change your mind," Zeph offers the potoo once it lands, then takes another drink from his own glass, unrushed.
It's rare for Zeph to get a reaction like this from a casual touch -- if anything, people who don't know him well might shy away or swat the offending limb out of their personal space. It would be foolishly optimistic to assume that most marks might fall for the cripple with half his face scarred over, so he rarely did much intentional flirting in earnest. Still, every once in a while he got a nice surprise like this when testing the waters.
He hides his delight under a mask of feigned ignorance, providing no more than a faint tilt of his head while Kap struggles to get out his words.
A contemplative hum at his deflection, and then: "It sounds like you're bein' kinda harsh on him, doesn't it?" he asks the familiar with a raised brow.
Kap doesn't seem to know where to start, which was reasonable to expect after being brought back to an unfamiliar place by an unfamiliar person. So, Zeph offers a suggestion: "Yeh? What kinds a' stories did ya most like tellin'?" Start with the sweeter memories, then slip the poison underneath. Just like candy.
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familiar FamiliarArtemis, the Great Red Potoo
played by OOC NameSho
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Post by Kap Az'es on Apr 30, 2022 14:04:38 GMT -7
[attr="class","kap"]Being a bit harsh! Well, the potoo had never heard such-...! It fluffed up it's chest in a huff, then settled down grumpily. It also had lost a great deal. Some more than Kap. He lost his home, and being tethered to someone as naturally poisonous as Kap, he lost his health with nothing he could do about it. And, he felt as if his partner was slipping away from him. Maybe one day soon, he'd lose him too. He had every right to be harsh. Such selfish behavior.
Kap shook his head and sipped at his drink again, "don't mind him. It doesn't bother me. It's nice having someone willing to expend that much energy just to care about you."
"Nice! So you're enjoying this! How will you ever learn, Kap..."
"Probably won't," he muttered back, eyes fading away at the shelves of drinks in front of him. He was mulling over what Zephyr had asked. What kind of stories did he enjoy telling. Well, he'd never been one to talk about work, but missions. Even fabricated ones. Anything that made Emmie's imagination go wild.
"Stories about knights in armor, fighting off daemons. Keeping our streets safe. Stories about princesses in faraway lands that fell for a common man, and the struggles they bared until they were happily reunited and wed. I loved making up stories for my kid to lull her to sleep. Then I'd go into topography. The different places she had yet to see, like the sandstorms in Myca, or-" he was getting a little carried away, wasn't he?
He chuckled nervously and dropped his gaze down, "I just loved watching the way her eyes lit up with wonder." He hesitated, swallowed, then shook his head, "sorry. Got mouthy there."
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familiar FamiliarSprocket (squirrel monkey)
played by OOC NameIceguin
And following our will and wind, we may just go where no one's been
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Post by zephyr on Apr 30, 2022 20:11:13 GMT -7
Zeph rests his head in one of his hands, elbow propped up against the table. Giving the bird a headpat right now might very well be enough to snap the familiar's strained tolerance of the situation, though he fleetingly contemplates it nonetheless. Tragically, he's nearly certain there's too much pride in this bird bird for any good to come of it. "At least ya seem to understand each other pretty well," he muses, softly, as if to avoid breaking the surface of Kap's concentration.
He lets the man speak, unraveling his memories into words. After all, Zeph had made it clear from the start (or, at least clear by Hydra's standards) that he was here to dink and listen.
"No, no need to apologize," he says once Kap stops, briefly raising a hand in a placating gesture, "She sounds like a good kid worth braggin' about: curious n' in love with th' world... She's lucky to've gotten a chance t' experience it through th' narratives ya made for 'er."
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familiar FamiliarArtemis, the Great Red Potoo
played by OOC NameSho
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Post by Kap Az'es on Apr 30, 2022 20:24:06 GMT -7
[attr="class","kap"]Those words oddly placated him. He wasn't expecting to be settled by them so much, his body slouching forward against the bar counter as he nodded along to Zephyr. He hadn't been thinking of it like that. His mind felt numb, barely managing to see the view the other man brought forth to him. It was so much nicer than what he'd had bouncing around in his noggin. "All I could think about for weeks was how I could never tell her those again... and there you are reminding me of the good that's still left in it all..."
He paused, then sank back another gulp of his drink. It was effecting him, he could feel it now. He felt more at ease. This was what he needed right here; the peace of mind. A chance to unwind the knots in his psyche and allow himself a chance to breath again. "Thank you. I really needed to hear something like that. To be honest, as much as I crave understanding and sympathy from people, all I get is judgement or pity. And it feels annoying. Gross. I already have enough of that for myself."
He hesitated, then cleared his throat, one hand coming up to brush away a rogue tear. "I still can't get over th' way they passed... it's my fault, all of it."
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familiar FamiliarSprocket (squirrel monkey)
played by OOC NameIceguin
And following our will and wind, we may just go where no one's been
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Post by zephyr on May 1, 2022 10:31:55 GMT -7
"Sometimes another perspective... it doesn't fix shit, but sometimes it helps," he says in a surprisingly honest statement. After his next drink, the glass settles more empty than full.
He almost makes the mistake of adding something here and disrupting the flow, like commenting on how people are utter shit at understanding things beyond their personal experience or some other observation to fill the air with something more substantial than clinking glasses, creaking boards, or the private murmurings of distant patrons. But when he notices that Kap is loosening up, with some heavier strings untangling in his throat almost, almost at his tongue, Zeph's own lips hesitate momentarily before offering something similar to an invitation, devoid of any hint of exasperation, genuine: "I hear ya."
(Sprocket begins climbing down during the confession, taking the reverse path she'd taken up. Aware of the tone of her human's conversation, there's no dramatic flare when she canters over to the shot glass which had been sitting untouched up until this point and curls up with it, lounging against her human's arm.)
Zeph is aware of her (as he always is), but doesn't pay the familiar any mind. His attention is all on Kap. "All 'f it?" The words come off almost like a challenge, questioning the absoluteness of the claim. Though blame may be attached to a name to save face in the eyes of the public (or, even within the individual or coven itself), the actions of Cerberus, he found, were far more similar to that of a pack.
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familiar FamiliarArtemis, the Great Red Potoo
played by OOC NameSho
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Post by Kap Az'es on May 1, 2022 10:58:33 GMT -7
[attr="class","kap"]All of it? He asked, and Kap struggled. That was a sign, he noted to himself. He was struggling to accept it even if he stated it as a fact. He sank his head forward, white knuckling his glass, mind so used to agreeing with the vomit of words that destroyed him from the inside out, but now... it's weird how simple small things like a small question made one think. "None of it..." he mumbled softly, sinking more. The truth he just didn't want to realize. "It's easier to say it's your fault when you're the last one that can tell the tail."
He hesitated a long, long moment, watching as the ice cubes melted, clinking when they gaze into gravity. He needed more, he thought to himself. This wasn't going to be enough. So, he sank the rest back, then set the glass away from him and nodded to the bartender.
Artemis sink in on himself, looking sorrowfully at Kap's defeated form, "there was nothing you could do that you had not already done, Kap. You did your best."
"Well, wish I died a war hero than lived and watched my comrades fall. Now I'm just the coward that ran." At least, that's how he'd already heard the tale strong. "I was working. My family showed up. And it was as if everything just wanted to go wrong that could go wrong. Two daemons, ripped everyone to shreds. One of the guards died saving me. My kid died in my arms. All I could do was watch her slip away."
"You needn't say all of this, Kap," Artemis tried to warn him.
"Easier to swallow my failures if I say them aloud," he grumbled back and shook his head. He could feel himself choking. The tears were starting to draw up. "What else can I do?"
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familiar FamiliarSprocket (squirrel monkey)
played by OOC NameIceguin
And following our will and wind, we may just go where no one's been
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Post by zephyr on Jul 19, 2022 17:53:04 GMT -7
With both hands, Sprocket tips back her drink. Zeph's throat burns as Kap speaks of a family lost. It sounded like the man had been though hell and gained nothing but demons on his way back. He had survived, but that thread he grasped was gnawed and frayed.
"Let 'im talk," Zeph scolds the bird, though there's hardly any bite in the demand, "That shit'll fester if ya don't let it out. Burns ya up." Sometimes it left ashes. Sometimes it left a hardened blade.
Zeph is on his first drink still, but there's less than a quarter left when he removes it from his lips.
"I'm sorry that happened. No one deserves that... Not anyone there. Not you," he says, gaze sliding back to Kap. He puts a hand on the man's shoulder, squeezing lightly. An anchor to hold onto when there's nothing else left. "Way I see it, there's plenty still t' do, but it d'pends an awful lot on what ya want.
Do ya wanna forget?
T' stop that tragedy from happenin' t' someone else?
T' punish th' people who'll never understand?
Or drown in what could've been?"
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familiar FamiliarArtemis, the Great Red Potoo
played by OOC NameSho
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Post by Kap Az'es on Jul 19, 2022 18:37:05 GMT -7
[attr="class","kap"]Artemis looked up at the man's request, puffing out his chest for a moment, but there was no hostility there. Just anxiety. He relinquished himself, instead taking to nestling in the spot he was and getting comfortable for a long conversation.
Kap's gaze looked lost in the sea as Zephyr spoke. He was right. It was burning him up from the inside out. And there was no end in sight. No, there was one end. He was too much a coward to walk that final path.
His gaze turned down to the grip on his shoulder, and he melted. The touch. He was starving for it, and it had him leaning just a bit closer into it. "Yeah," he mumbled drunkenly. He didn't deserve it. But really, his wife and kid didn't deserve it. He''d been the one messing with things he shouldn't have. Studying a rift in stasis. Tearing it open before it could rip itself open. Tempting fate until it could find where the hurt him the worst.
Did he want to forget?
To fix things for others?
To hurt those that hurt him?
Or to drown behind a bottle?
He glanced down at the drink in melancholy, fingers dancing across the condensation to make it pool into little droplets. It was hard to form an answer. Just situations. "I-..." he looked down, sullen, "if I could, I'd fix things. But, I don't know if I'm capable of anything but drowning now. Hard to see anything when you're at the bottom of a barrel." He shut his eyes and took a deep breath. He was trying to hold the tears bristling in his eyes. "Every time I hear a fucking sneer at me for leaving- gods... I wish I had it in me to give them a taste-... all of that. Except one. Forgetting means forgetting they ever lived. I refuse to do that to them. I'll take the bad, if it means I still get to keep the good." Fuck he was a chatterbox when he was drunk.
Or always.
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familiar FamiliarSprocket (squirrel monkey)
played by OOC NameIceguin
And following our will and wind, we may just go where no one's been
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Post by zephyr on Jan 25, 2023 19:33:16 GMT -7
Zephyr does a good enough job at smothering his excitement, but it was a struggle with how damn pliable this man was. He melted into nearly every touch, caught and reciprocated nearly every spoken word. What else could this be, if not a plea for someone to build him back up into something that felt whole?
Zeph could at least do that much, couldn't he?
Of course it was a risk to reach out to an ex-Cerb like this, especially one with a sharp enough mind to figure out that information was being kept from him. But Zeph knew that from the start, and had already weighed it against the most likely rewards and found it to be a risk worth taking. If things worked out, he could get access to classified scientific documents, an an "in" with Cerberus, and if it didn't... well... how hard could it be to cause someone who had been scorned by everyone in his life to disappear?
"Sounds like some down t' earth ambitions t' me, though I reckon it might seem like a dream when you're on your own n' just fightin' for air," Zeph comments, no pity in his tone, just observations, "I... lost close family, too -- a long while back -- but had just 'nough luck t' 'ave someone give me a reason t' pick myself back up n' put myself back t'gether. Saved me, I reckon."
"Which, all in all's a real roundabout way t' ask: would ya accept a hand if it's offered t' ya?"
(Meanwhile, Sprocket hops up and down with her empty shot glass held high above her head to get the bartender's attention. Once a achieved, she smacks it on the counter and meaningfully points between it, Zeph's now-also-empty glass, and Kap's: the demand for another round.)
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